
Hello ^^
Figured it was time for a new journal, and I have some time to kill before I'm whisked away somewhere else.
I'm finally made it home for a visit and a wedding but it was not as glamorous and relaxing as I had hoped...
I had a wonderful time with 
and some of my other friends I missed, but drama and shit still wouldn't leave me alone, through fighting with family or just shit that comes up that you thought you buried, I was also really sad when I saw my grandpa....he was doing better but he was just so tired and getting a little sick...He won't be able to make it to my uncle's wedding which is really hard on everyone...He keeps on saying how "he's dying" and that just tears me apart inside...I can't do anything....
I'm sorry...I've just really been in a hole these past 2 months...I'm trying to crawl out but things keep on dragging me back in...God give me the strength to get out...